Sunday, February 29

todae it leap year dae....
wat diff does it make aniwae?
you may ask...
firstly there was the sunday service,
den there was the extra amaths tuitiion
ohh man wat a day,,, nxt i had to study for a history test and DO AN ASSIGNMENT OF WHICH MY FrIEnD HAS DELETED THE FINEST done previously in school
i really detest this kind of things where you have to do the xtra thing jusbcos sum1 else deleted it and wasting time and resources ...ahhhh... *hateitwhenithappens*
but wat to do ... when the thing has been overdue by a long time and no one else seem to BOTHER abt it when it is counted in the Progress report and you are in the verge and brink of existence... aniwwae
the litttle things tt bother u most...
the ting wif commas is reali funni..
read this sentences and comprehend...

panda eats shoots and leaves.
panda eats, shoots and leaves.
geddit??
real funni if u understand the importence of all this ',s'

Saturday, February 28

brother is always irritating me... i realli dun understand wat joy derives frm all this... haha.. it made me sound matured right... *smiles* haha ... todae i was training-free... but the training yesterdae tired me out. watching out of the window in the morning i saw wat seem like crop circles.. but the long twining hose gave it away.. it was in fact the NC primary school gardender watering the brown and toasted grass.. haha.. the circles of water coming out of the sprinkler... everyday here in the tropics was hot and rather dry, no wonder the grass surendered to the extreme heat.
no drop of rain fallen from the sky... *sigh*
heard that many schs did their best yesterdae aft the results was release,my sch the average L1R5 was ard 9.9 ... ahhhhhhhhh.... HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE UP TO THE LEGACY AND CARRY THE C***R FLAG HIGH!!... WAIT ... i think expectations are high... but i believe as long as u seek... it shall be given unto you ... comforting thing to know in the year ahead.

Friday, February 27

by His grace and mercy ... i am so happy for my chinese result... realli. it surprise me. Especially the chinese oral thing.. i thot i wld screw it up with such a difficult and funny topic. i remember it was on the logging of the tree without the permission of the natture parks. not that the tee is a magical tree , but just that it happen to witness our singapore history... about almost 100 years.. quite old aniwae...i was surprised and elated when i sw that i have a dist. in it. and the thing is that i seldom talk in the chinese lang. impresive. the othe thing was that i had an overall a1 in the papr , just that i am relieved tt i had made it and by the grace of God , i was able to score.
let me tell u the whole scenario.....
the whole cohorde level knew that it s gonna be todae aft sch hs end ard 0230pm...i was jittery and anxious abt the result.. fear whelmed through me..i was walking ard the sch during the lunch break wf another fren.. looking out for x-sceniors.. wishing them all the best..breathing heavilly.. i climbed up the stairs , 3 levels( supposedly the 4th level) clutching my hands with SY and Jac.. i knew this was gonna be it.
finally she made her appearence.. walking with all pose and prise... that steps that heartbeat... closing my eyes , icld visualise the next scene.
it started with the other classes, tears welled in their eyes.. pple i knew were crying..or rather sobbing... i realli dun noe wat to sae to them esp if she happns to sit nxt to u and the tcher jus told u the whole class that we allhad scored an a1s... can u imagine?, msg was the perfectone for our class... 1.0!!.
so hugging my friends aft the incident, i knew it was all over. i thot tt it wld be rosey as i believed that there are many others who wld scored better..alas.. i realised that another gurl had got a b3 when she could even have a a1 for higher mt.
so i realli dun noe whether mine is expected ... but aniwae thanks and glory be unto Him that created me...

Saturday, February 21

Today was one tiring day that i will never forget. we went into discus and the throws done were *bleah* ... i hope t we will be bac into shotput real soon... maybe tt will be better... i had to stay at home today to look aft my brother.. he jus had his minor surgery... quite fast actually... when i came bac yesterday, his eye was swollen.. from the tranquilisers..hmm .... events in school unfolded ather quickly... one week ago things was different.. the coming monday the sec 3's are going for their camp..the teachers are going for their camp duties..hiyah... ho time flies..now i think we are all getting old. hmm...
the week days are so busy, we are all under the rule of routine and remidials, ccas,etc.etc... we are all given time to do but is how we manage time..so hey sec 4s and to those out thre, we muz reali take care and treasure ur lifes..

Wednesday, February 18

love is in the air....breathe it !
valentine's dae just went by ... the exchanging of gifts is once agian practised in my school, the juniors surprised me this year when they give me chocolates and sweets on that saturday.. roses and gifts...warm wishes for the year to come... to celebrate the gift of love.. some say that it is the day of obuturies with the giving of flowers,the practice has never die down. Roses ..smiles.. haha...

now i think that ignorance is bliss.. especiially now that sumthng has happen and the past glory of the sch has departed since the incident hppened abt one week ago... all because of an acessorries tht we all find comfort in. o levels result coming in a week... guess i am supposed to keep it sealed till the truth that set us free is revealed !i am so nervous abt the coming express chinese result released... its coming, u knew very well its presence yet uncertainty of the nxt wave of attack sets u in ... its mixed feeling coursing down ur spine ,beatng of the pulse..

when things happen , we often ask why it happened ,wat made it happen... will u be happier if u knew the truth.. no doubt it frees u from uncertainty and clear the smog ahead of u but will u regret knowing the truth? 'wat was i thinking' was one of the line in one chinese song by hom ... maybe w need to thinkmore abt the consequences before anything is said , done.

phoooh.. the tasks ahead of me seems numerous and difficult .. all the tests ,especially the sciences...all the trnngs.. but hey... i noe that i am always nt alone going thru all this process.. there is the whole cohorde , many ways one common goal... keep looking up and you will find the sky painted blue just for u


Monday, February 9

it has been quite a long while since i last touch the keyboard... fingers are almost failing me... tests are flooding in, days are fled and left as quickly as they came. it was just on Saturday that i was doing the flag selling for the Ntinal Kidny Fondatn. many people were quite apprehensive when we approached them with the Bag.. ohh man tiring lah... standing from 0130-0700 pm ... guess that was like for how many hours of cip....
mundae 's here and ending soon... i find that school life is getting and tiring me inside out. ppl are jus getting smarter and others are just getting exploited. the poor chinese migrants that seek a fortune digging for cockles in the mud jus drown and the pple actually allowed this to happen..
the o-levels results are by no means drwing closer and closer and i felt so uncertain now... the words that my chi tcherr said was hard but thats how reality works...like in the case of Willium Hung... that poo , innocent guy that got rejected with the words ['she bangs' ringing across the net... i am sure that once you have seen his audition clip you wld laugh but hey, he is trying and does not even giveup... but den pple wld sae that he , with this singing standrd,hopes to get in to the rounds of the show, is just as thick-skinn and colloquiel term...BHB... haha.
while on the other hnd... pple like justin timberlake ... are just plain sickening with the stunt with J.Jackson..wat new term he created [wardrobe malfunction]... blah and bleah...haha...
long time since i last updated,, hehe .. partly my fault too.. aniwae stay happy.. cherrs..

Friday, January 23

chinese new year had alreadi proceeded into the 2nd day and the spirit is high... tradition of giving ang pows or also known as red packets are given out by the elders to the juniors...and this was the reason that many kids todae are looking forward to in this festive season. dressing up, wearing new clothes , memorising all e phrazez..the spirit is in the air.. , visiting relatives , eating most of the time .. haha.. it jus makes the world grow in this side of the world while he other side is starving .. here we consider leftovers a waste but at the other end.. pple less fortunate hav nthng to eat...
chinatown..chinses new year.. smthmes i wonder , u noe those corrupted dealers appeared in the news in C***a , they cheat on he pple by selling things that are not supposed t be consumed by pple and thing that make pple sick.. "_"...
i mean how dirty and low can human get in order to beat rival competition and ultimately earn more money.. *sigh*... its jus so unacceptable to see that the future of investment have a population of cunning business workers... encouraging foreign companies to go ove there for investment...sad '_'"... well everythng will take its course and perhaps we sldnt worry too much...

Wednesday, January 21

heyhey... Happy New Year to one and all...
todae sch ended early and it was fun as the whole sch celebrate together... aft that i went out for lunch wif my fren and had Mos Burger... yumyum... well renunion diner tonite at my grandma house... wif all the cousins and relatives ... its gonna be a bash..hmmm... besides all the fun and excitement that is in the atmosphere... the ever-present homework never fails to make its presence felt... in other words.. i have many of them ... ahhhh... the sch, the x pupils comin jus makes it feel more like chinese new year... hmm .. haha... come to think of it ... aniwae Best wishes to all and Gong xi Fa CAi
heyhey... Happy New Year to one and all...