i was at clearwaterbay international baptist church and the reading today was on Jonah 4.
It really spoke to me about anger. Seething anger are the grounds which the devil works up the person to do evil, to turn himself against God, to be angry enough to die, to turn from a preacher of repentence to one which hates the salvation of those He saved, cf, Jonah.
Jonah was really a amazing childhood story of how God showed His mercy, when we tell it to the kids. The runway, the stowaway, the belly survivor, the greatest preacher whom God used to save the whole city of Nineveh. But today was the first time i read the last chapter of Jonah, and puzzled to why he was mad, burning with rage at God , running ( as usual ) and hiding ( his usual best) from the God who sent him. He was just angry enough to die. And as a 3rd party, when someone ask the person, Do you do well to be angry, and the reply came ' Yes, angry enough to die' , i was amazed at how sometimes we are like Jonah. On one hand, we can preach the way we want to be like Christ, on the other hand we are not trying to practice the things that conform us to be like Christ. Romans 8:28-29.
It was also just this week that i concluded that people are volcanoes, some are dormant, some are active but the most scary ones are the sleeping ones, you never know. And the worst thing was that i think i judged myself as the sleeping kind of volcanoe. :S
It was a great reminder for me. To be like Jonah, to know that the Lord is merciful even unto the people who cannot tell their right hand from their left.