ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... thanks for hearing my silent screams.. heh.. sometimes i ask myself whether or not the answers that i get from Him are what i want. It sounds bad of me but here is how the cycle goes: first u pray for something , He answers it and u request for another sign . He shows you the door that ends all your questions but somehow, you cant just put your faith to it and trust that beyond everything is in His good planning. you cant accept it as it as and u want more, but seriously nothing works if you stop beliving. come'on man, look at the whole universe all around u, one inch closer to the sun and we will be toast one inch further we will be iced. self-reproach. heh.
oh well, been living in the dungeons of misery, lift me up ..

they say self discipline as if we all dun noe abt it, i think the last thing tt we all need is pity. seriously a simple phrase like " are you ok?" can really break one into tears. when used inappropriately that is.

i'm begining to dread post-exams activities. not that they are not that exciting... just that given this time , it gives you the brain to think and plan ahead for 9 weeks later , the next round of prelims is coming.

yesterday was such a great day la. youth day was the excuse for the day off and early in the morning, i went to watch cars. Not bad a movie, filled the cinema with laughs. the average age of movie-goers in there was around my age. Average is calculated as the age of adults+ age of young kids= to around my age. haha.. if u want speed and thrills, the movie cars might just be what you have been looking for.

Around the afternoon, i went out with church friends. haha, the 4 of us , mel con cherry and me, had a really good time eating meatballs from sweden @ IKEA. haha, went around Ikea looking for presents and for con's inspiration. heh.. the meatballs and the chicken wings, the cheese cake and the potato salad. whoa.. what else can you ask for?

we took a trip to Queensway, can you believe it, Lampard was at one door waiting for us and when we exited, Kaka was there at another door !! Real pity both teams are out by now, still thinik its undeserving.. shopped ard there , saw a lot of interesting stuff. i think queensway is such an interesting place, good in its old rustic ways, never needed upgrading though u can get lost easily there.. haha

ha.. exams are finaly over and the world cup is here.
judging from the fanatic fans around the neighbourhood, one cant help but be a little bit of influence. the macdonalds, the kopitiam, even the toddlers in the playground are taking penalty kicks everywhere.

the toughest job on earth- referee

In season, the job requires high physical activity level, off season, the job requires high activity level to keep fit and all. the players all 22 of them on the field look up to you and also for you. they fear the colours of red and yellow . To qualify, i think u have to know the game first and have a quick eye for details, sensitive to touches and good lungs to blow a stadium of whistle.


the players

The hair, the colours, the boots they wear. Everything is taken care of. well-paid job that allows you to kick around, flex some muscle , show some abs. Young or old, pple around the world recognises you, remembers you even at the streets, or even 3 world cups later.
have a short name-kaka or a long one-fernado torres. single or double number on that dry-fit shirt.whoa, fans jus wan to have a piece too!

the fans

asian , europeans, south americans.. name it , and u will be able to spot them. dedicated even though they are nt from that country, these people are willing to spend sleepless nights jus spending the time miles away in front of the goggled box.

arg.. my brother has irked me once again. he caused my dad to delete messenger.. together with his maple. why i wonder, whats so nice about the game. dumb game. should be programme that once deleteed the computer should nt allow it ever to be installed.

oh hoho.. the funtasia thing yesterday was quite a floop.. i think my school's nt made for funfairs. look at the area and you'll understand, such narrow walkways, without any large open areas.. ha.. the school's expectations and the realistic targets are quite far off. i doubt its even on a good fit line graph.. ha.. oh well happy day with many happy endings..

hey all.. we had a touch competition at turf city yesterday, wow it was fun.. we emerged 1st runner up.. yippie.. ha..the rain rained hard but we played harder. heh.. cool splashes we made all over.. it was truly memorable. even the goodie bag was a memorable one. in it was nothing great nothing too small to miss my attntion too.. there was the ah pek straw fan, the "good morning " towel , the yahoo note bk, note pad and file, mamee , super ring , haw flakes, biscuits, heart sweets. ha.. shape magazine and shape calender '06 was in it too.

the mudpie, (edible) at serene centre's island creamery was great , the tiger sorbet was great too. wow.. thinking of it already..

the pictures he draws with the chalk in his hands are simply a great work of art! really! check out this guy julian beever.. his works totally rock ! i looked at it and goes wow! and seeing it on photos is already such great amazement! haha imagine looking at it first hand.. the humble pieces of powder put together under his hand becomes a wonderful work.. Let me learn from this humbling chalk and be used to show His greatness too..

yesterday was great great fun . we had our very first yp/ss/cc sports day! really exciting with the compeititiveness.. i would like to mention great thanks to the 4 x 100 relay A girls , namely Amanda, Moritzza, Amy and me.. the runners in running order.. (:
thanks to you guys..i am so proud of ourselves .. the great sense of happiness.. he..
besides sports, there was the food. .. yum yum.. there was ya kun, pastamania's pizza and the long-time favourite, ice-cream puff.. wow.. the ice-cream puff was superb! it melts in the mouth..each ounce ozzing out and glancing at your tongue tip.. haha

oh ya .. thanks to ACJC too for opening up their place where we made it ..

today we had napfa in school. it was really a hot day and even more a saturday that we had to turn up in school for napfa. the guys had to do it all in one day and the girls has only the 5 items to worry.. well i amazed myself when i did a 58 cm for sit and reach but fell short of 3 cm for standing board jump for a gold.. hiyah, really felt wasted being pulled down by that mat.. tired knees. hm.. i shall try harder and when i come back , hehe.. this time more prepared. hopefully. arghz.. election campaign was so near my house but the crowds keep coming and i barely could make it there at the buangkok mrt open field. heavy rains did not deter them, ha.. i think election campaigns are good for mobile ice- cream vendors, i could see at least 2 stalls there...

to name all the wonders of the world would not amaze me, to see them is.
haha.. its like the difference between meet and see..
i see bill gates in the papers but i have not meet him before?
haha.. silly billy..

i went to watch the uncensored rugby sevens yesterday! whoa.. there was really plenty of good teams like Fiji.. who managed to win and impressed upon me with their tactics above all others.
it was quite hard to watch considering all the 'ahhs' i made when there was deliberate banging and swishing of any physical parts. ha guys have violent tendencies in the game. but all the galloping can gt tiring especially so when there are 24 matches all in one day of which watching half of it was more than enough..
fiji is great la.. and the no.12 is worth all your attention, seriously they are all physically fit and all out to trump the competition. ha.. watch the all famous all blacks and the Team Singapore. i guess asians are nt really playing on a fair ground as most of the players from the other teams are like chunky and we are considered almost chunky.. hah.. but we will toohave the will and drive to win .. above all else..

hemm..

weeks been fast..
ha hopefully i'll make full use of time.. really seriously.. it is what you make out of it.