Sem break

I guess the semester started , there are times when i felt overwhelmed. Those endless reports, those charging assignments, draining project works. Sometimes i wonder why i committed to them in the first place. But thank God that things are moving not as i had actually planned, but far better in a way.

It is like i am going to step out into the working world in a couple of weeks and it blows my mind now that i find studying much sweeter than anything else. haha, the echos of all teachers are resounding in my walls.
I wonder what i will do next time, where it will lead me to, who will He bring me to, when will i know it happening , how it unfolds .. its amazing to take one step at a time and enjoy the company.

There are some people that i feel that i am more attached to , the names that i would want to say when asked ' who are you close to in school? ' . Nobody wants to be alone, unless they asked for it and even if they did, it probably would be momentarily. Until the dark clouds move, the sun will shine and if the dark clouds don't move, let the rainbow shine through.
It is hope in all things, present and future :) 

And so it is, the exchange semester was a fulfilled one. When asked so many times, how is it like, i always say it was nice. To be short and sweet answer it may seem like it is a slighted event but i guess when really thinking back, the exchange semester was really fast. Weeks come in the beginning when me and my room mate will think and reminiscence about Home. And next thing , the semester is over and we are actually counting down to the days when we will fly back from Hong Kong to SGP!

There are a few things that remains and a few things that are passing away. Some i haven really figured out my place yet. And it is kind of irritating as familiarity is something that i would really look forward to, yet wanting to try out new stuff was something that encourage me all this while. With regards to people that i left behind, my nus friends, and family members, it was really nice to meet them up , whether one by one or in groups. I thank God that relationships are something that is unchangeable. But somehow , there is the issue of lost time that cant be simply made up.

And 2010 marches in.. and this is the year where i stand at the crossroads again. looking ahead , not too sure which path , but glad to have paths to go . Cant pretend that i am ignorant . cant see too far ahead , and anxious at the unknown 'future' .