ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... thanks for hearing my silent screams.. heh.. sometimes i ask myself whether or not the answers that i get from Him are what i want. It sounds bad of me but here is how the cycle goes: first u pray for something , He answers it and u request for another sign . He shows you the door that ends all your questions but somehow, you cant just put your faith to it and trust that beyond everything is in His good planning. you cant accept it as it as and u want more, but seriously nothing works if you stop beliving. come'on man, look at the whole universe all around u, one inch closer to the sun and we will be toast one inch further we will be iced. self-reproach. heh.
oh well, been living in the dungeons of misery, lift me up ..

they say self discipline as if we all dun noe abt it, i think the last thing tt we all need is pity. seriously a simple phrase like " are you ok?" can really break one into tears. when used inappropriately that is.

i'm begining to dread post-exams activities. not that they are not that exciting... just that given this time , it gives you the brain to think and plan ahead for 9 weeks later , the next round of prelims is coming.

yesterday was such a great day la. youth day was the excuse for the day off and early in the morning, i went to watch cars. Not bad a movie, filled the cinema with laughs. the average age of movie-goers in there was around my age. Average is calculated as the age of adults+ age of young kids= to around my age. haha.. if u want speed and thrills, the movie cars might just be what you have been looking for.

Around the afternoon, i went out with church friends. haha, the 4 of us , mel con cherry and me, had a really good time eating meatballs from sweden @ IKEA. haha, went around Ikea looking for presents and for con's inspiration. heh.. the meatballs and the chicken wings, the cheese cake and the potato salad. whoa.. what else can you ask for?

we took a trip to Queensway, can you believe it, Lampard was at one door waiting for us and when we exited, Kaka was there at another door !! Real pity both teams are out by now, still thinik its undeserving.. shopped ard there , saw a lot of interesting stuff. i think queensway is such an interesting place, good in its old rustic ways, never needed upgrading though u can get lost easily there.. haha